something, i'm not really sure.

So, maybe I should make a list of some stuff.

1. Dear Berkeley, I don't care about Tele-BEARS appointments. I'm done. Maybe you weren't present at my graduation but I sure was. Not so fond of bureaucracy.

2. I really did discover the secret to life. Just get rid of all of the negativity in your life. This is gonna be a difficult one.

3. BE MYSELF.

4. BELIEVE IN MYSELF.

5. This really is it.

6. BE TRUE.

I drink good coffee every morning
Comes from a place that's far away
And when I'm done I feel like talking
Without you here there is less to say
I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy
What is closer to the truth
That if I lived till I was 102
I just don't think I'll ever get over you
I'm no longer moved to drink strong whisky
'Cause I shook the hand of time and I knew
That if I lived till I could no longer climb my stairs
I just don't think I'll ever get over you
Your face it dances and it haunts me
Your laughter's still ringing in my ears
I still find pieces of your presence here
Even after all these years
But I don't want you thinking I don't get asked to dinner
'Cause I'm here to say that I sometimes do
Even though I may soon feel the touch of love
I just don't think I'll ever get over you
If I lived till I was 102
I just don't think I'll ever get over you

I love Trent Reznor.

"Hurt"

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

tell me your secrets, ask me your questions,

"Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on"

I see you in my dreams.

<3 love.

"You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart and you take my breathe away."

E.R. and concussion.

I hit my head on the stairs going down to the Metro on Friday and life has been rather unpleasant since then. Actually, that's a lie, it was rather unpleasant leading up to that event also. I don't understand why people insist on calling me spoiled when they have no effing clue what they are talking about.

selective hearing, perhaps?

I am so tired of everyone's bullshit.