highway to hell/stairway to heaven.

Dear Journal,

It seems that the things I look forward to the most turn out the very worst.

xx.

"Only time."

Order of business:
1. Happy Birthday, Justin!

2. I handed in my abstract for the conference and as per usual, my nerves are killing me. I really really want to present and the topic is so perfect. I hate that I get this nervous right after I sent it in. I just have to be patient and wait, I know, I know.
3. My Rome trip is almost here and I haven't done my itinerary yet! Or packed or anything!

xoxo.

I'm in an excitable mood today. Right now everything seems possible.

Best dream last night ever.

xoxo.

In my darkest moments, I don't really know what to do with myself.

I'll always look out for you.

This was supposed to be the summer of me. The one time I can dedicate all of my time and energy to figuring out who I am. And doing it unabashedly because I want to feel life every second from now on.

"Did I drive you away?
I know what you'll say"
-Sparks by Coldplay