Sunday, October 18, 2009

I NEED SOME PEACE!

I am freaking out! I want to procrastinate. I want to do everything but work. I need to type up my notes on Medieval Economic History and my attention span is about at a zero.

I am listening to Vivaldi's The Four Seasons- Summer. Favorite music ever.

xoxo.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

colorblind.

I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am fine (

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

take me or leave me.

Today was one of the most horrible days to date.

I don't want to live here.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Maybe the third week of school is too early to be having a freak-out fest but oh well, because I am.

I hate when things happen unannounced. I hate when I can't do things the way that I want to do them (I mean as well as I know I can).

This sick perfectionism is killing me.

I accidentally had a late assignment because I completely forgot. This has never happened to me and it took all of my strength left not to cry.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

My latest obsession is leggings! If I could, I would live in them!