I'm exhausted, baby.

1. I am the Deputy History Department Representative.
2. Carrying readers around makes my arms hurt.
3. I made a new friend today while sitting on a bench because I couldn't walk any further.

God, give me the energy I need. And everything else, too!

xoxo.

not really understanding...

I know you don't listen to me
'Cause you say you see straight through me, don't you?

It really just hit me that things will never be the same again. My family will never be together again. I think maybe I don't really understand what this all means.

I remember listening to Coldplay driving in my car in California loving my independence. And now I don't want independence any more. It is very strange.

I feel very strange. So full of emotions but most of all, I feel confused.

Tryin' to make ends meet.

Dearest,

I had one of the laziest days today and it makes me feel terrible. Tomorrow I am going running! I absolutely have to.

<3

I hate love. And even worse, I hate being in love because it completely messes me up. After the disaster with Richie maybe I should have learned my lesson.

I have the swine flu and it is very unpleasant.

Q'tips have become cutie pies.
heeby jeebies have become itsy bitsy.

The church bells are ringing and the sirens are wailing at the ame time.

live and learn.

So much for trusting people, I guess. I do not know where to draw boundaries and it is really irritating me. I hate when people lie. I hate it more than anything. I mean, come on, why not tell the truth in the first place? I believe that the truth sets you free. It is stupid and dumb and immature and I wonder when I will learn my lesson. But I guess this is one of those things about life, right...you live and you learn.

I feel overwhelmed and it is quite unpleasant. I cannot wait for things to settle down and to feel like I have a home and I belong somewhere again. Hi graduate school!!!

xoxo.



I came back from Roma last week and this is my favorite picture. I have always wanted to feed the pigeons in Piazza San Pietro!